SLO

Wow, I woke up thinking it was raining and I was right. I read the twitter and facebook updates and I couldn't believe my eyes. Summer is over.

Today I'm in SLO, I finally moved into the house in Los Osos. I had dinner with the owner of the house. It was a good welcome, however coming back wasn't so good. Evelyn (The owner of the house) had told me that her husband's sister took over my room, which had most of my stuff that I had dropped off there before I went back home. I was bit butt hurt about me getting the small room in this big house, it just sucks that I was really looking forward to the big room.

As I was unpacking, I realized that the connections to my desktop was missing. The keyboard and mouse...all gone. I didn't remember where I put when I packed since I didn't have 2 days of sleep after finals. I asked the family that moved into my room and also Evelyn as well but they didn't see anything. I had to call my mom up that if there was a box with all my computer stuff in there, and she said she's sure that we left it in this house before we went home to Sacramento. It has been irking me all night that's it's not here anymore and that I can't even set up my own computer in my own little room. It's a bummer right now...but I'm just hoping to find it.

Today, I'm hanging out with my neighbor, my ate Jenjen LOL. We're supposed to have ice cream later and then go to Modern?? Not sure if I'm doing it yet..I got my work schedule going on. Oh man...I gotta enjoy this week before the madness starts. But first, I gotta unpack! Bah!

FYI: I've changed.

And I have no shame in admitting this.

What's really there to look forward to?

It's that time again. Today, I feel like I should get my life back on track despite the summer fun and brain dead occurrences.

It'll be my 3rd year in college, and I feel like there's really nothing to look forward to, since there has been a lot of changes. I mean, really I can't blame them, but it happens for a reason. I know I feel confident for myself, but the people around me that I once thought they would be with me until my college career is a doubt according to all these circumstances that have been happening. I know I'm kinda being vague right now, but I really don't want to get too deep since this is personal information.

I think the truth is that I'm excited for myself, but not for other people. I'm glad that I had this summer to feel my independence - away from friends and roommates that whom I used to live with. I feel that I had my private space and I had no one to worry about. I felt comfortable that way, this summer.

But whatever, what is there to look forward to. Friends, events, people??...No. The answer to that, ladies and gentlemen, is my future.

Many changes and more to come

I realize that there are many different things that I can't change. But the thing that keeps going is myself.

What I'm saying is, is that I know for a fact I can change myself. And really, I shouldn't feel guilty for doing it.

I'm not sure if I'm ready to go back yet. But when I do come back, just know that I'm ready. I'm not going to make the same mistakes again. Bet on it.

Summer babbyyyy

So far summer has been great. But I think I should rewind on what has been happening lately.

So after my finals, I was tired off my ass since I pulled an "all-nighter" in the UU with Jeff, Karina, and Dawn. Crazy shit, I was wired for my physics final. Anyway, after coming home from Patrick's birthday party, I just decided to pack around 5 am since there was no way that I was going to finish in the morning when I wake up. So I decided to do another all nighter and I wasn't at my best that day. I accidently left my ream of paper and other stuff in one of the drawers, but luckily David was there to grab it before he left.

We went to go see the house where I was going to live next year and it seems hella tight. I'll be living with my family friends in Los Osos. It's a drive to commute, but I think it's well worth it considering the rent is a good pay. I'm going to have my car next year too!!

Anyway, now that I'm home, got my grades. Straight B's again, and I stayed static. Not my best, but I gave my best that quarter considering it was also an emotional quarter for me. I'm hoping that since I'm away from distractions I'll do MUCH better my junior year. My new goal is to get a co-op or internship for myself, so I really have to do well.

I also started summer school. Oh man by the time I went into class, I didn't know this speech was supposed to be a formal speech about myself! So I hella winged it at the spot since I was the last one. There are hella old people in my class. It's cool because everyone is hella chill and everyone has their own character so theres always something to laugh about.

I also have been hanging out with my friends. Went shopping, eat and eat and eat as always. Haha.

Then saw my Family yesterday. We were playing four square in the garage in the hot heat (wtf). Then we were just chillin from there.

Today, we're going to a rib off. I'm not sure what it exactly is but we go around a neighborhood and we eat people's ribs and tell them how we like it. It's almost an all you can eat because I'm suspecting there's going to be hella BBQers there.

Gahhhhhhh summer is so great. Love it! Random blog with random thoughts. Oh well :]

It's what I predicted. Don't care anymore. Time to move on with my life and be happy without it.

Where has my life been?

So this past week, I just had PCN from 5 pm - 11 pm. Oh man, I can tell you this was stress fun. But to get straight to the point on what's irking me right now, is that I'm academically unmotivated. Like as of right now, I feel out of place because I just got out of "vacation" and so it seems. It kinda sucks because I have two midterms this week and I have to get my ass back on it. So I think I'm just going to hit the library from now and see wassup cause I need to get back into school mode quick. I played around too much the first 3 weeks and it's almost coming down to half of the quarter almost being done.

As of right now, a lot of changes are being dealt right now with me. I'm trying to stay at my best, and it's truly working. I just need to get back into reality and face the challenges that I'm about to face soon. Bring it on, school.